Upset, Angry, Frustrated, Scared

On Tuesday I had a CT scan to rule out a blood clot in my brain because I have been having very bad headaches and dizziness.  There was no blood clot but there is swelling in there.  The doctors think the infection could have spread into the stimulator.  In cases like these, they usually remove the whole device.  I REALLY don't want them to do that.  Not only would I be upset because it has been helping me but I was planning on going back to FL the beginning of July and I really don't want to have another surgery.  They are waiting until Monday to do an MRI and go from there.  They said if I get any worse over the weekend I need to go to the ER but hopefully that won't happen.  Ryan's coming home tomorrow, my cousin is getting married Saturday and my nephews birthday party is Sunday! This weekend is a bad weekend to spend in the hospital!!