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Miss Hailey

As my adventures in Fort Myers come to a close I realize how close we are to Hailey's first birthday.  It seems like just yesterday I was anxiously awaiting her arrival, being on bedrest for 2 weeks because of early labor and then walking and walking trying to get her to come when I was far enough along and she just didn't want to come.  I guess she was mad they wouldn't let her come the first time.  I can remember the feeling of joy overcome my entire body when I looked at her for the first time.  She was absolutely beautiful (and still is!)  Her hair was the biggest surprise to me but I loved every piece of it.  All 8lbs 4oz of her was perfect. 
Each month passes so quickly and as I watch her grow I can't believe how much she changes.  First she smiled at me, then learned to say "dada" and then "momma" and now she even says dog!  She then started scooting, crawling, then pulling herself up and now walks pushing her "push" toy!  She stands alone and is getting ready to walk!  I just can't believe how fast this year has gone.  She is growing so fast I can't keep up with her!
I have loved every minute of being a mother and I am looking forward to watching her grow even more, I just wish she would slow down a bit.  I just love being a stay at home mom and watching her play and giggle and get into anything and everything in our condo, shes such a big helper as we pack for the big move to MA!  :)

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