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The last few days have been difficult for me.  My right leg and my right hand keep acting up on me.  I originally had the dystonia only on my left side and now I am starting to getting real worried about it attacking my left side as well.  On the bright side, UMASS called me to schedule a brain MRI so I am assuming the insurance company ok'd my surgery.  If so, it will be in NY on November 17th.  I will be going there and staying in a hotel the night before the surgery and will probably be there for 3 to 4 days after before I head home.  As of right now, my parents will be going with me to help out with Hailey.
  Speaking of Hailey... She is one now!  I can't believe it!  She is so funny.  She walks all over the place now and loves to shake her head no.  But if I say no to her its a different story!!  haha.  She has hit a shy stage and cries when strangers talk to her or sometimes just look at her!  Hopefully she'll outgrow that!  She has some more teeth coming in but only the two on the bottom have popped through! 
Ryan, Hailey and I will be moving into our new condo in Nashua this weekend.  We are all looking forward to it!  I cant thank my parents enough for letting us stay with them and for all their help with everything!  We love you guys!! 

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